Thursday, 6/1/2011, School Day Log :/

Today, the sun never had its chance to shine in school that much, the day started with a heavy early morning downpour. I came early as usual, 6.15am, but there isn't anyone that i know, who is in school yet, so i had to wait, moved and walked around the school to warm up myself cuz of the cold morning, couldn't really sleep for a short while cuz of the weather. Waited until the students have arrived, about 7.15am, then we went back to class. Well, after school, i was great, awesome, i stopped by at Raymond's house, and i also found that hes very attracted to WoW's soundtracks n acoustics, so i just kept it on and blankly stare at my blog for a short while. Later at 3.00pm i waited at Summit n ate a small meal at McDonald's before Raymond and all of them came, we walked to the billiard pool area, so we walked around the place for a while, Mee Jiuan bought a slurpee but Raymond is nicely drinking it away while she paid at 7Eleven, LMAO.... Later we went to the arcade for a short moment n i kept on getting 1st place while playing Daytona wif them : Raymond, Mee Jiuan n Carol... i dunno y bt they are just playing knocking walls n each other, weird kinda gameplay tho... after that, we went to the piano area n messed around with the piano... sooner enough,at 4.30pm, "She" came with her sister, but she still looks as pale as the day she was at MICBF while dinner... i guessed it right, she's still scared of me, this made my worries skyrocket, but i am even more worried about one thing, the solution, should i disappear from her sight at school or just play unknown in front of her...i really don't have confidence in picking any of them, i am more confident of being myself, which is also the best solution.. i really regretted alot, again when i saw her still a little pale compared to that (Dec 2nd) day. Still, i had my fun and the frowning part, but i read the book "Happiness for Dummies" before Raymond arrived with his friends, an old man of 60 years old, he looked very young still, because of his daily positive attitude, i even expected a longer life span for that man in the book, it also told me that, reverse the "hatred, fear and despair" to unlock your total happiness... i find it hard to do so