=.=

Here comes the trials.
hell will break loose on these 3 months,
But i am quite happy that i studied quite a lot,
well i haven't deducted with the amount of time i wasted,
just to go online to chat and play games...


The trials may not be important
for the lot of the people around,
but it is very important to me,
cuz i will need it for college January intake,
early months still grant me time to go for parties,
and also staying up for hours at the club ;)


Second thing is, 
about prom night,
well the location is not yet decided,
but i am sure that i'll be able to make it,
no matter where it is...
Second question to this is, 
who will be my date to prom night,
that is another thing which i am very nervous about,
i was thinking about asking her to go with me,
but my constant thoughts keep delaying and twisting,
so in conclusion,
i don't really know whether i can ask her or not...


Yes, i am a shy person,
i just need some time to think this through,
of all things that budge into my mind when i think of asking her,
is the thing that happened last year,
i don't want it to happen again,
most people would say,
prevention is better than a cure,
but i just want the feeling to give someone,
my shade of love and telling her,
how do i feel about her...


My thoughts may be exaggerated,
but i also have a friend who is trying his best,
to convince me that it isn't a big thing at all,
but to me it is,
this is because i am inviting my "crush" .....
plz, if anyone have the solution to my situation,
just tell me, explain it to me,
i met her for more than 4 years already,
this is the fifth year,
i just don't want to screw up like last year again....


Actually i thought of it,
its not such a big matter,
why not just go and ask...
i keep hesitating when thinking of this,
maybe its becuz i think too much...
Yea, that may be the reason to it...


the shy and troubled,
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