Trials results....

It gave me a shock on how bad it was....
i got 3 fails, Add Math, Chem and Sejarah....
really crashed my happy mood....
i really think im very stupid now,
i never did really study at all at home,
just online and talk with friends all the time.....

I didn't realize that it would go down,
Seriously it deteriorated until i got no mood,
Maybe cant sleep tonight...
The next exam will be my last,
In the same school with all of my memorable friends,
i know them clearly, but they don't know me at all,
i always stay invisible....

Nevermind about that,
That doesn't worry me too much other than my exam results,
it's rather terrible, and im still enjoying myself with a can of beer...
Im trully an aasshole without regrets am i? well, truthfully, no,
just drinking to my regrets of my old self....

Now that i know my real position,
Should i disable my facebook account ?
Personally i think if i am disciplined enuff, i don't need to,
just study all day long,
no other thoughts if i want to ace the exams this time....
i can always ask my eldest brother for help, he got all As in his SPM...
i do respect him for that, but he has very very bad manners ....

Study....
Study.....
Well this is the last time im gonna let my parents down,
im gonna prove myself by ace-ing the test,
and show that they have not wasted their efforts