My Own Decided Sin and my saddest n happiest day on December 2nd (Part 2)

We got really bored at that time, we used the net for a short while n walked around. Later we just went back to the hall and waited till its 1.00pm, then it was kinda over. We walked around KLCC and thats where we splitted up cuz Shane, Prathiban and Dharsan had to go home early, but after walking for quite some time and circulated that area for 3 rounds, we even went to the cinema to pick a movie to watch to use our time before dinner, but the movies were over our planned time, so we walked off after a while and finally we settled down at Starbucks Coffee, bought something to drink, "her" feet were quite sore, so i let them settle down for a while before we started to walk again.... we waited until it was 5.45pm, we walked back to the Convention Centre and waited upstairs until 7.30pm, at that time, we could not go in yet, instead all of the international guests came out and there and we watched the lion dance performance, it feels weird because it wasn't Chinese New Year yet, but we just tagged along, had our drinks for a short while. But i made a mistake by drinking too much before going in, i turned quite red for a moment, but my consciousness was still there, my friends were totally convinced that i was already drunk, which was very bad for me and good at the same time, i feared the most over my self control and also i was happier that i could finally hide mself with that drunken face of mine,and also, my feeling of wanting to tell her how much i loved her, even more, it suddenly jumped out of nowhere... we went into the ground floor hall and found a table for ourselves, my suspicion also growed alot, pretty much alot, i felt an even more higher suspicion towards the englishmen, i just don't know why, its like a defensive spark. So, i followed her around n waited outside when she went to toilet, i had a slightly bad feeling of my actions, but all i thought was to keep her safe, and thats all. I then later went back to our table with her, but this time, she looked worried, a little pale, and the room was starting to get really cold.....