Can't Wake up.....


I keep telling myself...
"WAKE UP!!!,
there's still billions of fishes in the ocean, "
But i refuse to think like that, 
even if half of me is awake, i still refused,
the only answer i keep asking myself....
why? ... why? ... why?


There won't be any limit to the questioning,
and yet that is the only thing that keeps playing in my head,
over and over again,
till then, 
i will find another way to forget about it ....
she may be in my school with me, 
but resistance is always the better choice....