Even till to this day....


You still smile like an angel,
but i still cannot feel the happiness that you do,
smiling everyday,
laughing everyday,
passing by everyday,
you're like the bluebird of happiness in my life,
you just don't know it,
your existence brightens up my dark world,
your existence melts my ice,
turns my mechanical heart human again....
even to this day, 
my heart refuses to forget it,
my mind is asking me to leave it alone,
confusion strikes, 
i lose part of my memory,
at the cost of thinking too deeply,
about you.... ;')