It's my dreams you take.."
"And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet."
"I'll never be with you"
3D Rendering ^^
1st time trying it,
went online for dunno how many hours lo,
found a simple tutorial,
but not enough to gimme wad i wanna learn,
den i go ask my friend :P
He taught me most of the things i needed to know,
made my first render with my pistol,
i felt a little satisfied for the first time,
i actually did something i never did before,
but it still wasn't enough, i knew that there were more settings :P
so i just took my time messing around,
with the software :D
"The Second half of my head"
Rebelling against my emotions,
telling me that most of them are just illusions,
letting it go is the best option i have so far,
but this "second half" is where my logic thinking comes from,
where emotions never existed in this half,
however this part was strong enough to hold off any emotion,
but is still very fragile,
its weird how emotions can really eat up someone,
either way the person suffers for a long period of time,
my second half tells me that emotions are just fake faces,
the real ones are hard to find,
not scientifically,
only by using our instincts,
which is even harder...
Lies, lies, lies,
will it ever end?
I guess there's no ending to it,
since its already part of the local society,
lies give small effects to people,
but in the past, lies were counted as something big,
something very serious to look at...
but look at people now,
they don't even give a moment to think,
does it hurt to lie to other people?
is feeling guilty necessary?
- No - is their answer, - Yes - is the expected answer
But lies give a very different effect,
it pierces deep beneath people's hearts,
once it has been pierced,
they are bound to not trust anyone,
instead just showing their face faces around,
that's the society we have now,
throughout the years of education,
where has it taken us?
People die heartbroken sometimes,
never at peace,
and why is it so?
Thats something not many can answer,
unless the true story is told,
summaries cannot tell anything,
its through the long story that the understanding comes in,
and answers will pop up easier ...
But no one decides to solve anything,
Its always bound to one rule: Me, myself and I ,
Humans,
we are selfish,
we are kind,
we are cruel,
we are soft,
we are stubborn,
we are ... one of the many things in this world that has no true meaning,
we all are of the same species,
yet we still kill each other,
we are separated by religions,
giving us the purpose to believe in something,
it's good,
but not for long,
sometimes religion builds fanaticism,
racism, some even produces even more selfish retards...
"Unknown Sadness"
What is your true form?
Why do you attack people at random?
Why is it that only happy and peaceful people get attacked by you?
Are you an entity of the past which is brought back to haunt people?
You have no cure... yet,
but i will find out the answer to this,
after all,
not many things can be answered,
such as:
what is love?
what is life?
The answer lies beneath,
its depth knows no limit,
nor does it change,
it's answers are endless,
Its up to yourself to find out....
Sad part about life is,
we only can help ourselves,
others can only give advice and monitor you,
even if they were there to control you,
i'll ask... how old are you already?
after all these years and you haven't awaken?
why won't you accept yourself?
3D Rendering ^^
1st time trying it,
went online for dunno how many hours lo,
found a simple tutorial,
but not enough to gimme wad i wanna learn,
den i go ask my friend :P
He taught me most of the things i needed to know,
made my first render with my pistol,
i felt a little satisfied for the first time,
i actually did something i never did before,
but it still wasn't enough, i knew that there were more settings :P
so i just took my time messing around,
with the software :D
"The Second half of my head"
Rebelling against my emotions,
telling me that most of them are just illusions,
letting it go is the best option i have so far,
but this "second half" is where my logic thinking comes from,
where emotions never existed in this half,
however this part was strong enough to hold off any emotion,
but is still very fragile,
its weird how emotions can really eat up someone,
either way the person suffers for a long period of time,
my second half tells me that emotions are just fake faces,
the real ones are hard to find,
not scientifically,
only by using our instincts,
which is even harder...
Lies, lies, lies,
will it ever end?
I guess there's no ending to it,
since its already part of the local society,
lies give small effects to people,
but in the past, lies were counted as something big,
something very serious to look at...
but look at people now,
they don't even give a moment to think,
does it hurt to lie to other people?
is feeling guilty necessary?
- No - is their answer, - Yes - is the expected answer
But lies give a very different effect,
it pierces deep beneath people's hearts,
once it has been pierced,
they are bound to not trust anyone,
instead just showing their face faces around,
that's the society we have now,
throughout the years of education,
where has it taken us?
People die heartbroken sometimes,
never at peace,
and why is it so?
Thats something not many can answer,
unless the true story is told,
summaries cannot tell anything,
its through the long story that the understanding comes in,
and answers will pop up easier ...
But no one decides to solve anything,
Its always bound to one rule: Me, myself and I ,
Humans,
we are selfish,
we are kind,
we are cruel,
we are soft,
we are stubborn,
we are ... one of the many things in this world that has no true meaning,
we all are of the same species,
yet we still kill each other,
we are separated by religions,
giving us the purpose to believe in something,
it's good,
but not for long,
sometimes religion builds fanaticism,
racism, some even produces even more selfish retards...
"Unknown Sadness"
What is your true form?
Why do you attack people at random?
Why is it that only happy and peaceful people get attacked by you?
Are you an entity of the past which is brought back to haunt people?
You have no cure... yet,
but i will find out the answer to this,
after all,
not many things can be answered,
such as:
what is love?
what is life?
The answer lies beneath,
its depth knows no limit,
nor does it change,
it's answers are endless,
Its up to yourself to find out....
Sad part about life is,
we only can help ourselves,
others can only give advice and monitor you,
even if they were there to control you,
i'll ask... how old are you already?
after all these years and you haven't awaken?
why won't you accept yourself?
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